i dont have any friends at school

just to clarify i have friends but they do not go to my school. i moved a few years ago and kept in contact.

i dont have any friends in the sense that either the people i want to befriend dont like me and the people i want to stay away from (i.e this group of boys that are very nazi like) want to befriend me. idk why this is, ive tried making friends but im very awkward and have had no success. im very alternative so i stand out quite well from the other boys. there are several people i want to befriend but i just can talk to them bc of either they either hang out with people that have bullied me or im just to nervous to actually approach them. a part of it is because theyre both girls and, ill be honest, its pretty intimidating. im almost going into s3 and im afraid that if i dont make friends now ill be alone forever.