I gotta get out of retail. I get psychic damage every day, am part of a sinking ship, nobody hears me about problems until they get huge then get mad at me, for not somehow forcing them to listen. I cannot make anyone listen. it is impossible and if it would be possible, it would violate both Free Will and The Rule.
I understand my next words may be confusing, for some. But probably not surprising. I want to work in places I've called home. And by that I mean "dive bars that have stages in them that frequently host local metal" (once typed out, this is hilarious in ways I can't even fathom).
I want to know what I should learn through school or other programs to make me someone they would fight to hire and keep. If that is even a thing in that kind of job, but I almost don't care. I want to be with my people...
On the plus side, they'd get someone who's /very/ security minded and protective of their people, a dedicated and high work-ethic "worker", and someone who has a great and broken sense of humor as long as it doesn't devolve into bullying or any -isms. the very same is defiant of The Rule, which I have sworn to uphold. I can also help loadin/loadout since I am Very Strong for my size due to my current employment, and I'm very efficient.
On the downside I am half blind with only one eye sighted, but that does not stop me. I may also become introverted when I'm tired enough. On show nights this won't be a problem since I will be charged way up with the music, but I may need to bring my own music on the other nights.
As long as I am fed I can Energizer Bunny my way through just about any work condition possible within reason of course, I'm getting the hell out if there's a fire for example.
So yeah if there's anyone out here with this experience, Hit Me Up and we'll talk, I'm looking forward to it!