I wanna not be alone I miss pc gaming with friends :c

I miss my gaming group and the games we used to do. It's almost suffocating how lonely I get now because I didnt think to have any other friends than them really so I never really went out and got other people to play with so now I have to do stuff solo (doesnt usually happen bc i get too upset when things go wrong and it isnt super ez to fix) or hope one of them decides to do something with me which they mostly moved to competitive pvp stuff (im trash at those) so its rip for me. Gaming isnt fun solo for me bc noone to share an experience with either. Thinking this is an issue with society or something maybe bc of how the internet kinda separated people and made everyone more private and cold instead of warm and at least semi sociable or something. Im not super sociable myself being pretty introverted but I just wish i could be stolen into a group similar to it again or something xd