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Evanic ... Sounds so stupid. Who would name their child Evanic?
Mine.
Mine would.
My name is Evanic Kindwell, everyone just calls me Eva since my name is for a stupid boy. I'm 16 years old and go to NorthWest high, it honestly sucks, three buildings glued together on one side of the campus, for all the math, english, Science, and all that gay shit, and then another building on the opposite side that holds all the arters. 4 floors in some of the buildings and 3 in others, they have you walk up and down at least 3 flights and it's literal PAIN. But it's nothing compared to the students and teachers.. If you were a transfer student you would transfer out as soon as a teacher spoke to you, everyone is either creepy, a loser, some druggie, pothead, mean popular, bullies, or bullied. Stigma everywhere about everyone. It's gross and stuffy, makes you claustrophobic from the box they stuff you in and the role they force you to play. Not me though. I am able to get out of school and not have to follow anyone's rules but my own.
Wern's Magic Pond. My favorite game and where I escape to, to hide. There I can be whoever I want to be and that is Haru~Senpai who is a rock hard emo Queen who isn't scared of anything or anyone. Haru is a popular girl who doesn't take shit from no one. She has crazy piercings, all kinds you can think of, raccoon hair and is crazy! In there I'm free, there I'm me. My boyfriend on there is B3nnyTh3G4m3r and he's the best. Benny and I have been dating for almost 4 months and it's getting pretty serious~, but every time I ask to see what he looks like he always has a reason to avoid the question, it's honestly getting annoying and I can't take it anymore. Next time we talk I'm going to tell him off for catfishing. Well.. he never told me much about him but I do know he has a job and that's hot... I guess. I do know that he has blonde hair, likes the color green, he works in a line of work that is very private for him, saying he can't share it for both of our safety or something.. I like to imagine he works in the government but realistically what 17 year old works in the government? Maybe an orphan like he is. Well he isn't an orphan orphan but he wished he was, his dad threw him in a pond or something and since then he's been traumatized by water.
Sigh "I wish he wasn't so secretive... I wish I could see him.." I sighed as I stared through the window. Dead trees sprinkled throughout campus, white ice flakes fall through the bone chilling air. I hated winter. Always have. Born and raised in the country-side til my family decided to get up and move suddenly. Since then I've been cursed to freeze half the year, I swear they're just trying to give me the worst life ever. Lost in thought as I held my head in my hand with my elbow leaning against the windowsill I blocked out my teachers lecture. "Such a pain" I grumbled.
"You talkin' to yourself again?" Haeliegh mocked, she'd had turned around to look at me with a smirk, her square glasses perched on her nose bridge. She's very beautiful... I've always been so jealous of her, her long brown hair, her bangs fit her so well, her beauty mark right below her lip, she was blessed. I'd find myself in envy for her amber eyes. I've been pretty cruel to her many times but to be fair she needs it, she can't be that beautiful without repercussions, it's not allowed. Every positive has it's negative. I guess that's probably why I'm her friend. Her lips move in a mesmerizing way but I failed to actually bring myself to care about whatever is falling out of her perfect lips. Ugh why did she have to be so lucky? "Hello? Earth to Evanic, are we losing you? Is connection lost?" She curled her hand into a fist as if she held onto a microphone, pushing it into my face as she tilted her head, her bangs fell to frame her face, her eyes catching the light, her stupid perfect genes, beautifully long and well kept nails. I picked up my pencil, looked at it in detail, the bite marks I'd left as I stared at Haeliegh in envy and got pissed at the teacher and kids. Raising it from its resting spot I jabbed her arm, just the lead pierced her skin and as soon as I pulled my pencil back I watched as Haeliegh yelped, her other hand clasped the new hole I had made for her, so ungrateful, covering the pooling and leaking blood. She stood up and removed her hand to look at the massacre underneath.
Thanks to her loudmouth we had peoples attention. Everything was quiet, I chose to block out the noise, the sound of the yelling and screaming from Haeliegh, she could be annoying sometimes. She wasn't entirely perfect which was nice. Rolling my eyes I looked back outside, resting my cheek on the windowsill once more. Where was I again? Right, Benny. I can't think of anything else, he doesn't tell me much about himself.
Leaning against my locker as I change my shoes, one already on and the other is fighting me. It's so annoying, everything is so annoying. Haeliegh, Benny, school, the principal who just suspended me, my stupid shoes. It's not worth my time or attention. With one last kick on the ground into my shoe my foot slid in, putting my bag back around my arm and as I took a few steps I heard that same irritating voice. "Evanic..." Ugh can't she just call me Eva like everyone else? Why does she have to be quirky and different? "I'll forgive you if you tell me why you stabbed me" Her smooth voice continued. Why I did it? I just did. Nothing else to it. Just 'cuz I could and 'cuz I wanted to. What else does there have to be?
"'Cuz" I mumbled.
"That's not an answer." She demanded.
"I don't care for your forgiveness. I don't need it to live." I spat back.
"But I want to forgive you. Please. Why do you do what you do? I've never hurt you, I've never done anything to deserve it!" Haeleigh whined out.
"You need your negative. You always stick around me so.. I'm your negative. You need to be knocked down a peg. You're too nice. Too beautiful.."
"That doesn't make sense."
"You just don't get it." I groaned before walking out the doors and into the coldness. The painful cold. A cold that barks in the wind, that freezes your eyelashes, the tips of your hair. I should be all bundled up as everyone else, heed my moms cautions but It's her fault I'm not. I refused to acknowledge the cold, if I do then I'd have been accustomed to the hell and be a weakling just as everyone else. Out of the horrid school I made my way back home, my back hunched forward as my feet dragged behind me. It's too fucking cold for this shit.. My dad is going to beat my ass when I get home, neither of them are going to be happy when they get the call that their daughter was suspended. Ugh nothing is going for me today. Pulling out my phone with trembling hands I unlocked it and went to Wern's Pond. Maybe Benny could bring some comfort. Sludging through the slush on the streets and sidewalks, my shoes and socks getting ruined, just perfect. Plugging my headset in and putting on my free version of Spotify, playing my playlist, the first song that plays is an Anna Blue song, fitting.
Opening Wern's Pond again I open my messages, Benny was always more active at night, he was more unhinged then too. Once he told me about how he wants to kill his dad, wanted to hold him down underwater just as he did to him. I admire it. I would do just the same exact thing to Haeliegh.... Stupid Haeleigh. I need to get my mind off her. Back to my messages I see that Benny had left me a message about going to work and how he wont respond unless it's an emergency. And you know what? It is. This IS an emergency. Breathing out and seeing my breath fog up my phone screen I vigorously wipe my screen with my icicle hand, my thumbs pressing harder than needed into the screen for it to register I was typing. The rings of color appear around my thumbs with each unnecessary amount of pressure per click on my keyboard. Typing out my message with anger and frustration I give Benny a piece of my mind.
``𝘉𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘺, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘐'𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵. 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘸 𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 "𝘫𝘰𝘣" 𝘪𝘴. 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭. 𝘌𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌.``
That's what I said. Classy and straight to the point. It wasn't that long that I had to wait for a response, a quick and fearsome response from Benny.
``𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?! 𝘩𝘶𝘩?! 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺?! 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘶, 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺? 𝘪 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶! 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘸𝘰 𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦. 𝘱𝘭𝘻 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦``
``𝘜𝘨𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘉𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦``
Shoving my phone back into my pocket and keeping my hands in there to prevent my hands from freezing any further. I don't want to lost my fingers. Shuffling my way through, looking both ways as I cross streets, the milk white snow that lays fresh in a park... it was beautiful. In a way I do like snow. I hate winter but snow is beautiful. Reminds me of myself. It's beautiful from afar but once you get to know it personally it hurts. I feel like that sometimes. That no matter what I do I can't do it without hurting the people around me. Walking over to the park, diverting my destination for a moment to walk through the perfect snow. The fresh blanket. I kick it around, trying to not leave one spot left untouched. Some snow fell into my shoes which soggied up my socks inside even more. Great.
Passing people in cars and on foot, I made my way home. Unzipping my bag and pulling out my keys I line it up to the keyhole and twist it to the left as I pushed the door open. My home isn't amazing, used to be but that was til we moved and my parents hated me. Kicking off my shoes in the mud room I walk out of it and remove my socks, my nose scrunches at the coldness of the wood against my bare foot. Tossing my wet socks to the side I made my way to the kitchen, I missed lunch thanks to Haeliegh and I'm starving. Opening cabinets I look inside, just ingredients for food I don't like. Why doesn't mom ever cook me something good? She only cooks dads favorites which is so goddamn annoying. I abandoned the cabinets and walked to the fridge, we needed had lunch meats, leftovers from last night-- Gummies sound good, do we have any left? I kick the fridge door shut as I walk to the pantry full of the only things I like. Gummies, Cheese-Itz, Granola bars, Goldfish, Oreos, and other things like that. Looking inside my eyes dash around looking for my Welsh. My efforts were in vein, I only found Scooby Snacks. Shrugging I grab the box and toss it onto the counter, grab a cup, poured milk in it and made my way to my room.
Sitting on my bed I place my cup of milk beside me on my side table and my snack on the bed leaning against my side. Pulling out my phone I open my game. I look around the place, play a little, taking a deep breath I think about what happened today. Haeliegh and her beautiful face stained with hideousness as she shrieked as she saw the red... the nice rich red. I wonder what she'd taste like. Is it irony like everyone else or is she sweeter? Her natural beauty doesn't need makeup. I remember the last time she put makeup on I pushed her into the school pool. The world isn't ready for her to enhance her beauty. It'll rupture. I had to save everyone. I grab one Scooby snack and dunk it into my milk and wait a couple of seconds before eating it. It was better that way.
I remember Benny told me this story about 'creepypastas', copypastes of creepy stories to scare people. There was some pastas of the killers who've gotten famous over their murders like Murderous Jeff and his little brother Liu, a kid in London went psychotic saying he had a friend from the heavens with the same color of skittles. I always thought their stories were boring. All gore and no horror. Sucks people don't know what true horror is. Speaking of Benny I should probably tell him I'm home. Exiting out of the playable version of Wern's Pond I go to my messages and pm'ed Benny.
``𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘦``
It took a while for Benny to respond. He was probably busy with work. As I waited I continued to play Wern.
My family isn't poor or anything, we have a nice comfortable place, able to get multiple entertainment things when most houses only have one as a treat. I mean my room and parents have a TV in our rooms. Those aren't cheap. Though we are comfortable my brother was banished to the basement, he was punching holes in his walls, yelling, playing his shitty music too loud. It was impossible to sleep at night so my parents made him change his room to be the furthest from the upstairs rooms as possible. We made his room into a guest room since we sometimes have family or friends who come over from far away.
You walk to the magic pond. It's beauty and colorful rays of light shine off it. The forest that surrounds it almost welcomes you and are excited to hear what you wish for with a sway of their leaves
>>>[Walk to the pond] >>>Leave >>>Chat
>>>Walk to the pond >>>[Leave] >>>Chat
>>>Walk to the pond >>>Leave >>>[Chat]
>>>Walk to the pond >>>Leave >>>[ Chat ]
[Chats]
[B3nnyTh3G4m3r --> ``yah the works tough but its work so im not complaining`` ]
[Haru~Senpai --> ``Soooo cool. I cant wait to get to know what you do for work!`` ]
[B3nnyTh3G4m3r --> ``its like raelly secretave and idunno if i can tell you for both of our safety. i dont wanna put you in danger you know?`` ][Haru~Senpai --> ``Yeah... I guess. Lets move this to PMs`` ]
[B3nnyTh3G4m3r --> ``kk`` ]
--Haru~Senpai left--
--B3nnyTh3G4m3r left--
--Haru~Senpai joined--
[Haru~Senpai --> |Insert message here ]
We've spent some time here, most of it in pms. We talk a lot, every day and night, whenever he's available. Scrolling back in the history of conversations it was a nice memory lane to go down. Stretching my limbs out I went back to my pms with Benny and waited for him to send his picture as I waited I sat up, put my phone down, and leaned over the end of my bed, pulled my laptop out from under my bed and opened it. Going to YouTube to watch some videos, hopefully FRED posted a new video today.
In the middle of my video my computer began to lag and freeze up. "Ugh! What the hell? C'mon man!" Slapping my laptop I groan. Clicking keys frantically as I freak out. "My parents are going to freak when they see this! C'mon you're new! Don't do this to me!" I whined. Then the screen went dark. My video started to play again but only the audio was playing, quickly I picked up my phone to try and Bing what do to, I saw Benny's messages come in.
``𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦``
Here? What? The sound of the bell ringing for the front door finds its way through the house. Was he at my house? "What the fuck?" I mumbled as I stood up, taking one last pensive look at my computer that was still playing Shane Dawson, ugh. Walking out my room and down the stairs I made my way to the door, the sound of the bell being repetitively rung and the sound of loud banging on the door was terrifying. I slowly walked to the door and on the tips of my toes looked through the peephole to see no one as the sounds continued. I stood there in shock but slowly stepped backwards and as soon as it dawned on me what was happening, or well.... what was going on, I rushed to my room. stumbling and thudding my way up the stairs back to my room for my phone.
As I made it upstairs the sound of all the electronics turning on and playing the same exact video I was watching on my computer. I jumped lightly as I made my way past my parents room seeing the video on the big screen on my way to my room. through the doorway I grabbed my door and slammed it shut. My breathing was uneven, heavy, audible, the sound of wheezing with each breath drawn, I felt my heart shaking in fear. What was happening? Then... Shane spoke again.. from my laptop.
"Ha-ru sen-pa-i" It was talking in cut up clips from the video. "I'm- here" Here? My phone began to ring. An Anna Blue song I made my ringtone, my body hesitated before jolting to it, grabbing it and answering the phone. I put it up to my ear as I spoke.
"Mom?" My voice quivered as I guessed who it was.
"Haru Senpai," The voice began. "Do you still want to see what I look like?" My heart stopped. What the fuck is happening?
"Is this all your doing Benny?! What the fuck?! This isn't funny! Stop this right now!" I let out with a sob, my body shaking as I press my phone against my ear tightly.
"Do you still want to see me?" He asked again.
"No! What the fuck are you doing?! How are you doing this?! Leave me alone!" I let out aggressively, a snarl in my quivering voice.
Then everything stopped. The knocking, the ringing, Shane Dawson. Everything just stopped. What was he? This wasn't human. No way. This has to be supernatural. The sound of the front door creaking open slowly shot dread in my heart. Soft pitter patter of feet walking straight to the stairs and up. Then Benny continued. "Don't be disappointed" Disappointed? You're literally haunting me! The sound of the steps got closer. My head spun to the door, my glossy eyes widened as I backed away from my door. Whatever was behind it.. I didn't want to see it. Climbing onto my bed and backing myself into the corner it was hard to control my breathing, the shakiness of it was audible. The sound of a knock pierced the silence.
Knock
Knock
Knock
The knob twisted.
Antagonizingly slow.
The door pushed open slowly....
The sight of a little boy from the ages of 10 to 12 stood before me. He looked just like Link from the Zelda series. I haven't played it but Haeliegh wouldn't shut up about him. The green elf outfit, blonde hair, long elf ears, brown paints, little booties, it was kind of silly if you ignored the red eyes with black all around and blood that was dripping out of his eyes. My eyes widen at that part... Benny stood there outside of my room with a blank stare. Then two voices spoke, one on the phone and the other from Benny himself. "I'm here"
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