As a closeted trans boy I will probably never have a teenage love, since I only attract men and I wouldn't have any problem with that if they didn't come to me thinking I'm a girl, I'm one of those people who without a relationship feel an emptiness in inside so it's quite hard for me to put all this through my head, I've only had one boyfriend in my life who knew about this, but we're no longer together.
It's quite hard for me, although I wouldn't mind having a boyfriend online but it would probably be a hard thing, it's not like anyone would notice me either.