i'm gonna CRASH out

BROOOOOO okay, anyways, hi! 19 & single since forever but listen

I had a guy that I liked so much it was just a lot. I liked him so so sos o much, I talked about him for 3 hours straight once :(( he was just so much to me and a very good friend who helped me at a very low point in my life, when I moved to be happier bro just stopped talking to me and I found out he got a gf and I almost crashed out AT WORK at 6am, 

I was kinda happy bc we were friends but he just stopped talking to me completely after that :(( and I thought we were really good friends which may why be I'm still hurt about it

I had texted him an inside joke we had and all he said was "dammm that's crazy" making me seem like a fan, :((( BITCH,, anyways I later found out I texted him that on the same day him and hi gf started dating ,, so maybe that's why .. idk 

and THEN I started talking to the one guy who was so nice and liked listening to me talk and we talked everyday, TELL ME WHY I went to bed, AND HE texted me good morning, and he had went somewhere with his friends, I wake up a few hours later and bro ghosted me .. I'm just/ it hurt and I was so confused for months bc like???? but I've been thinking bat it lately dn I feel like maybe his friends flamed him or smith bc he seemed interested but also idk :(

just a rant thanks for reading if you did <3