questioning if I might be a therian??

I'm too educated on this topic but recently I'm starting to feel like its not just a xenogender at this point.. I get dysphoria at the thought that I'll never actually be a wolf, and be able to run around on all fours and have fur and all that stuff

It feels like I was supposed to be one, or used to be one and I was accidentally born a human instead :( And sometimes I have an urge to bite (affectionately) and lick my close family...

I dunno I just feel sick at the thought I have hands and not paws :(