I never really believed in God. It was sort of like how I believed in Santa Claus as a kid; I understood that it was impossible, but every part of pop culture told me that the non-believers are the bad guys, so I pretended like I believed and lied to myself about it. Then as I got older I learned the whole atheistic philosophy: “if god is all-knowing, benevolent, and all-powerful, then why do bad things happen? He can’t be all three and still allow bad things to happen.” Etc. And not to mention the Homophobia, contradictions in the Bible, mistranslations in the Bible, the psychological damage it did to me as I was growing up, and the actual death count of Christianity. Besides, I never really chose to be Christian, I was born into it, so…