Whys it so hard to find a yandere who wants me!!

Like I do my best to be super cutesy, friendly, loving,and all that stuff that could get a yanderers attention but there's none irl where I live and like I've looked online but like they're always out of my age range like I'm 15 and like my age range is 15-18 LIKE WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT UGHHHHHH