everynight i pray to god
the same god who i don't believe exists
and i ask if he could lift me up from this nightmare
if he could save me from my thoughts
if he could bring me with him
to a world that's better
than the one we live in
yet every morning
i wake up to see that nothings changed
and that i'm still stuck in this piece of flesh
yet everynight
i still, without fail, pray to god again and again