he doesn't want me to be with someone like him.

(English is not my first language sorry)

We like each other, but he doesn't want me to be with someone like him.

I was trying something with H for around 6 months.

He started to talk and date with another girl without said me, I felt really bad. I was ready for being rejected, but not for that lol. I think the worst was that he didn't tell me about how he felt. He could have said me "always not sorry", and I would be okey (sad but okey).

(That happened during july and the first weeks of August, I was not in the city)

The bad thing is that he would get in the same College as me, this year. When I saw him the first college day, H said me that he wasn't planning avoid me that he now he had to talked with me.

Days later, we talked about that, and he confessed to me, he knew that his situation with the other girl it wouldn't work. That's he knew that kind of "express" thing doesn't work, he didn't know how to get out of there. He was confused, she asked him if he wanted be her boyfriend and he said her that he needed to think about it. I told him that he needed to be clear with she because she didn't deserve that. Also, if he decided to leave her, (And if he still liked me) I was willing to wait for him. He said he needed to think because yeah, He liked me but he had feelings for someone else. I said him that regardless of what he felt, I knew I would still like him. He stopped the things with her the next week of that. He also asked me for forgiveness. I had already forgiven him .

Almost one month later, H finally think about it, He realized that he still likes me, and that he loves me. For that he cannot be with me.

Because he doesn't want me to be with someone like him. He knows that situación would not repeat, and that he would not do it again never with anyone . He don't want I feel insecure with him. And he said that being with me after it would be against his principles.

He told me that he wants to spend time with me and talking with me, but he would go away if I didn't want to see him anymore. I don't want him to stop talking to me.

I think it wasn't so bad because we weren't a couple yet.  

I can't understand his situation okey I'm trying and I don't like, but I have to accept it. I don't how to explain what I feel even in my language.

I wouldn't feel insecure.

Idk 

Someone how had been in his side?Can try to explain me more?

(I don't need the "I think.......but I've never been in his side" I need "I've been in his side, I think..."

I guess I can't understand because I would never do some

thing like that, or bc idk