disconnecting with my physical 'body' on earth to become closer with higher conciousness

i plan on disconnecting my mind & body as much as possible in the next few years until I figure out which method of leaving earth will set me free closest to the stars & gods where my mind belongs.

I'll do this through physical pain, to my body, starvation, isolation, and depriving myself of any human-level or societal pleasures.

i know that once my body is clean from food, and my mind of the grooming & pollution of society my soul will be light enough to be freed out of earth & I will no longer suffer the finite cycle of reincarnation and great suffering.

the only thing that brings me comfort is knowing that I hold free will, I will not suffer any longer than necessary & once I've reached total nirvana I'll free the banished souls of billions still here on earth.

not only will I be a god once again & one with the stars but you will all be just as knowledgable and free as I will.