The reason.

I swear, when I look into your eyes for the last time, Even if time goes back, I'd still want to cry.

I walk down the stairs, Watching my tears fall.

I can't run, I'm broken,

Even though I've endured it all,

Because you were here.

Don't look at me like that, it only brings pain.

Don't hate me so much, it was me who was to blame.

You stole my tortured heart, but my anger shattered yours.

You know me so well, you understand the reason,

Only you hold the key to this season.

Only you will truly know,

You took me to the coldest sea, With a face full of disdain.

I can't let you go, your words drag me back.

You shake your head, lost in your attacking art.

A blue hate grows in your heart and maybe in mine it could be

Words you could never scream out loud:

"despicable,"

"Don't give him the value he craves,"

"Don't come closer, I can't be persuaded."

They might have deserved a song

But you're gone, Because you know the reason.

You know me so well, Only you will know the reason.

So go,

Leave this worn temple, Forever.

Leave your soul for at least 505 seconds

and then I can scream your name.