Am i a vampire? /gen

Maybe I'm in over my head. 

Since a young age vampires seemed better than anything, I had a love for paranormal too. 

I think if I were anyone else I'd see myself as crazy. 

I really started to believe I was a vampire a few years ago, even going as far now to drinking from someone (with permission). I regret that person but the idea of it doesn't scare me nor do I want to stop. 

Maybe I'm deeply I'll. But I really do believe I may be a vampire