i cant even keep a relationship for more than 3 months and idek what to do because I do want to but I just cant handle it, I'm afraid to even have a crush on any1 because ik ill end up fucking things up
Edit: thanks to everyone who replied omg, I have been offline for a while and didn't see the nice comments you guys made, tysm, I'm trying to improve myself, I have a bf now and were trying to have a slow steady relationship and I'm doing better than I was before, thanks to everyone who replied and gave me advice I will take it into account,
-love yall
Edit: its been a long time, i have a bf now and its the best and healthiest relationship ive ever had, we are both working together aswell as working on ourselves as individuals, im learning how to manage a healthy relationship and how to keep it that way, and i can say ive never felt this good with someone, still thanks to everyone wbo gave me tips i will be keeping them in mind