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**TW FOR SLIGHT MENTIONS OF SA**
So my case is kind of a strange one, and I’ve never articulated it fully out loud (bear with me if this is all over the place)
I say I’m bisexual because I’ve fallen in love with both men and women, but I’m not physically attracted to either. Like, I can recognize when someone is attractive, but I myself, am not attracted to them (if that makes any sense). I don’t even think people are attractive even after I’ve fallen for ‘em. It’s not like they’re ugly, just me personally, don’t find any physical features of any person “hot” I guess. I pretend all the time around other people though. Like if they find someone attractive I’ll say something like “good lord they’re fine” when I really and truly don’t actually see the hype.
This also kind goes for the sexual as well in a way. I’m a person who struggles with hypersexuality due to past sexual trauma, but I can’t seem to get horny from other people. Like- nudes do nothing, touching does nothing, dirty talk does nothing, etc. Other people just aren’t attractive to me in that way.
I still feel romantic attraction to both genders, but I still don’t get turned on when they try anything. I’m not sure if I’m some weird form of Asexual or if I’m just a freak (lmao).
It’s really frustrating to try and receive advice for this because it’s so hard to explain without sounding like a loony,, but I’m just wondering if anyone else has experienced anything similar, and if so how’d you deal with it?
(Sorry for ranting)
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