Hi im new here i found out abt spacehey a day ago! I really wanted to try it out you guys seem nice and I wanted to ask how do I make friends irl? I'm very awkward in public and sometimes I'm even scared to compliment someone I barely go outside not because I don't want to its because my mom doesn't want to.. I feel stuck I feel lonely when I see a huge group of friends during lunch talking about whatever they want without getting judged and I'm just there in my class alone eating a sad-looking sandwich :') I tried to make myself look more decent (I usually just wear leggings and a hoodie I stole from my dad and the first shoes I find under my bed) I wore the trendy clothes my classmates had (never doing that again)! But it seemed to not work... What should I do? ,':/ I want to do more in my life I want to meet new ppl but I can't get my parents especially my mom won't let me and I'm also very busy because I have piano lessons and I have to study just a LOOOOT of school stuff (please be nice this is my first time posting a blog online and if I remember abt this acc I can give you guys some updates! and I won't reply that fast because I have to study now)
that's all thanks for reading and if it didn't make that much sense I'm sorry :'D English is not my first language! bye have a nice day/night!~
(update)
hello! its been 2 months and I've read the replies and I want to thank you guys from the bottom of the bottom of the bottom and of the bottom of my heart! next year I'm starting high school so its new people some students from there showed me around and it look BIIIIG its so tall and I get very overstimulated and overwhelmed because its probably 2x occupied as my other school and I also saw videos they gave me a huge confident boost i like your ideas i'll give you guys more updates when i start school thank you so much! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)