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I don’t know why though uhmmmmmm....!!!!!!!!!!!!

 But honestly I look back at the past and wish I could go back, even if... it wasn’t exactly the best. Idfk why I want to go back when it highkey sucked but I just...do!!!?????!?!?? 

Currently it’s around January of this year, 2024, maybe because I miss the excitement of first learning more about fear and hunger (I knew about it waaay before I started getting fixated on it, just didn’t really care nor have the time to really see what it was about).

 I also.... may or may not start visiting Hot Topic more because I want to spice up my outfits suddenly now ehegehehehehe.......


— 1:09 AM - 4/29/2024



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I’ve been here since, like what, September 10th 2022? All started because of me stumbling upon this site during some sort of weirdass dissociative—identity alteration moment and wanted an outlet to express that side without people being scared of me, thinking I’m weird/cringe, etc. 

I’ll still keep this group and this account for venting about mental illnesses that may or may not be very palatable to certain people in this world we exist in.


— 1:14 AM - 4/29/2024


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Okay funny but annoying thing I’ve seen regarding differences in how transmascs and transfems are treated / oppressed / seen....

A lot of when transmascs / transmen / afab nonbinary people talk about their tits or pussy in a positive non-dysphoric way about it, or hell, don’t bind for their own reasons (like medical problems for example), they are shamed, degraded, misgendered and/or treated as if they’re just cisgirls who want attention or to “be oppressed”. Like with the whole “when the bitch who has massive fucking boobies wants to be called he/they!!1!1!1!!1!1!1!1” trend for example. Yes there’s chasers for transmascs / transmen too, but chaserism isn’t positivity. It’s just fetishism.

But when transfems / transwomen talk about their penis, they’re not given the same treatment. Sure there’s regular ol’ transmisogynists / transphobes who’ll yell ”””ywnbaw””” or whatever and people who simply like them because they’re nasty fetishists BUT I feel like theres still people who act really positive / supportive (with good intentions) in contrast, something that afab trans people often never see when they do something similar about their bodies... 

Transmascs, transmen and sometimes afab enbies 98% of the time are either get shamed/fakeclaimed for liking/being okay with their body en masse or fetishized about it.

Kinda just tired about that double standard. 

Off topic-ish glad the gross treatment towards transmascs / transmen / any thing close to that and transandrophobia in general is slowly becoming more acknowledged and treated seriously. Slowly but surely.


— 1:58 AM - 6/30/2024


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would it be crazy to say I relate to that whole borderline thin g

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Despite being a teen.. I aaa I mean I feel like hormones shouldn’t make you this fucking mental nor push you to hurting yourself your relationships and or others around you

Sorry just- just/yeah 

-- [1:52 AM; 8/17/2024]

Honestly shits in serious shambles rn and maybe that’s just lookin from a inside perspective but everything feels off in terms of my friendship with a specific person I got attached to heavily. It feels weird I feel weird about them. “Leave them for your health then” nuh uh I can’t let go evar :sunglasses: I think I’m mentally reliant on them even when I feel pissy and/or grossed out by them for no reason sometimes. It’s so conflicting and it hurts but it’s what sanity I sorta have left rn.

Panic attack or whatever the fuck happened so bad everything around me feels weird fucked up nonsense-y and unreal. Ever look around yourself and freak out wondering who or even what the fuck is surrounding you ahahaha.ahha.ahaha..aha what does it even mean anymore what’s the point of anything what do I even feel anymore at this point

— [2:00 AM; 8/17/2024]


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