Spiral I

I've been struggling to feel things recently. My interests don't excite me much like they used to. I could just be going through some sort of mental rut, but this all feels different. It feels almost set in stone in some way. Like there will be no change. 

In my day to day I do my best to see things in a positive light, but I'm starting to come to terms with a few things that are beginning to change that. 

All I feel I can do is draw and write really. I've been doing those since I was a kid, so at least those are still helpful. I have some projects I'm trying to work on so I hope if I just keep working things will get better. I've been struggling to sleep a bit as well. My schedule is all off. 

I'm just tired.