please

Friends, I just had a little enlightenment... I think I'm incredibly withdrawn these days. I broke up with my girlfriend. I haven't talked to my only closest friend for almost 2 months. I think he's spending he' time with the girl he met online for 2 weeks, not me. I don't know what to do. Most people here are foreigners. My English is good. But the friendships I make here last for a maximum of 2 weeks. If anyone wants a long-term friendship and wants to save me from this situation, my disgord: apx1161

(please im a boy and i dont care what thing you are please be my friend im 15 years old)