HEY!
So, um, I kind of miss my ex, but I made him really sad during our relationship. Like, I'm a depressed person and I get angry very easily, so I cursed him so many times for nothing.
We broke up about three times in 1 year and 4 months, but I was always the one who initiated the breakup. Whenever I asked to come back, he accepted with a smile, saying he still loved me and thought of me.
After we broke up for the fourth time, he started to hate me and I'm really bad about that. What should I do?
I promised myself that I would be someone better for him, that I wanted to see him happy again, saying that he loves me, and I'm desperate. I dabbled in magic just to get him back. I am a sick person.