help

im feeling weird about my gender, i never feel 100% as a girl, or a boy, sometimes i do feel like a girl, other times i feel like a boy, other times idk wtf i feel, sometimes i hate my female body and want to look more masculine, and other times i love beeng super girlie, and i dont know what to do. I dont use my "real name" and when people ask why i never know what to say, if i say im trans they will ask if i am a transboy, and i dont think i am

someone has some advice? or is/was in a similar situation?