Is this weird? [closed]

Is it weird that I feel out of place everywhere? 

No matter what I do. No matter what I say. I feel like I don't belong anywhere.

Like, I do not look black, but I also don't look white. I fit in neither boxes culturally either.

It honestly makes me question whether I should count myself as a POC. Even if I look racially ambiguous.

It is part of why I am goth, scenemo, a furry, weirdcore, etcetera.

I am in a lot of subcultures, mostly alt or web-oriented.

It's half because I struggle with my identity, so I turn to these niche subcultures.

I just... I just don't know anymore.

I feel numb.

I feel so weird...

So is it?

Or does anyone else feel the same.

Upd8: Ok so I kinda grew a lot more confidence & even got more friendz like me. I feel way less impostery now. It gets better.