coming back into hating myself?i think im going crazy..

Question

it shoudn't be like this.

well,as this group (or all groups in spacehey in general) are pretty dead,pretty sure no one will see this

i don't have literally LITERALLY no one to talk to..i just have my boyfriend

but what happens is that..

that that i think i

irritate him too much with my autism

i

i am annoying i

hate myself i think

i am so annoying

he basically said i overreact to the thing he says..but i think this is 'normal' in autism right?or not..???..

i hate living like this

he..he asked me if i couldn't have a ''decent discussion''..it

breaks my heart.i have a feeling i might lose him

i

hate

myself

Answer

sooo guys big updates and tea about my trashy ex 💅

he actually really were an asshole and i was pretty blind in the time (but i dont blame myself,im too pure and kind)

I think in reality he kinda never understood and totally accepted me for who i am/was

it was like..he only knew how to 'date' but never knew how to 'love' yall got what i mean??

then i was the opposite,the autistic loving person that doesnt goes so right w social and relation skills.

boooooooooooooi i hate him sm

if yall want more tea lmk i have no one to talk trash ab him 💅💅👄

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