Don't forget... you are not the music you listen to, the movies you watched, or the podcast you religiously follow...
Bring back that "spark" in your life and go something you've always wanted to do, yes, that thing you're thinking about right now, go do it friend!
We only get one shot at this life, friend (unless you believe in reincarnation), so go and use it, unless you want to grow up regretful, sad, and groggy...
Peace and love.