afraid to lose a relationship bc of my (autism.. topic..

already told my boyfriend about my autistc traits and everything..but..sometimes

it looks he doesn't understands me anymore

like im just being selfish,or..thing like that

i don't like to explain myself everytime..i just don't respond him,and try to ignore the situation..really..

it is exhausting... im afraid he gets mad at me eventually bc of all that

but well..if he does'nt wanna understand me anyway..what can i do?..(T_T)..

im afraid this happens..