long time no talk

hope yall are staying zappin, ive been crazy busy but trying to keep up with christines lives. she seems well, and to actually be receiving some sort of emotional support and guidance, so thats good. 

she also clearly understands that many of her past actions were wrong. the fact that she disputed the allegations/case surrounding her mother is really interesting to me. the admissions shes made did seem to be largely under duress, and given the idea guys and other sagas where she was forced to create/write things she didnt mean or that were straight up lies i dont believe everything shes admitted to was entirely factual.  i think the truth is somewhere in between honestly, but i dont think well ever know. im still glad shes no longer in consistent contact with barb. 

she also still believes herself to be in the same relationship shes been in with chriselle and magichan {i believe it was those two}. i hope that some day with proper guidance she can understand that most of what she believes to be soundly and wholly true is fake, but to allow her entire world to come crashing down like that would more than likely just send her further into the retreat of fiction.

this isnt all of my thoughts on her, but its what ive got in my head now. gonna try to be more active on here, maybe work more on the club layout and whatnot. thanks for reading, krakow!