ASometimes I think about many things in my daily life, I don't know what to do in the future, that terrifies me... I wouldn't like to be a failure in my life... although people tell me that I'm a good-for-nothing idiot,My family always tells me that I am a mongolic and a downer for doing nothing, I always want to help with something...but, I always ruined it...I don't like feeling like that...so desolate and sad