i'm so desperate for someone to love me, can i be fixed or am i too far gone ??

atp idk what to do anymore, i feel like im unloveable yet i crave someone who's as obsessive as i am. how does that work?? who knows, not me. my hypersexuality isn't helping either.. :/

for reference, here is my dream relationship in a playlist vv

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0u8pVwouWXB9RTDILw02IX?si=09e5045e643a45f6

help !!