i just put something in my head.

i'm such a loving and friendly person

i love having friends

but..i noticed,i never had friends that stayed that much with me

it hurts

i'm autistic and that hurts

people just tell me to forget and accept that people leave our lives and its normal

but i feel lonely

i like having company

my bff is not close to me as it used to be.this is killing me

i put something in my head

i'm never having friends again

i thought i could make some friends in this site

but..i dont think it worked..people are very unnactive in this site

im tired

never having friends again

28/12/2024 edit :    :( ... i am feeling so sorry for myself...damnn.. things will get better,i should know it.