headcanons? ships? and why?

(heres some from my au [ill do ships later] )

dazai: ptsd/split personality

fyodor: religous trauma/ed/schizophrenia/bpd/narcissism

akutagawa: anxiety/ptsd/closed homophobia

nikolai: bpd/autism spectrum disorder/autism

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

transmasc akutagawa who f'ed up his lungs even worse than they wouldve been by attempting to bind but not doing it right

and no this defffffffffff isnt my comfort cause i do the same noooooooooooooo

I personally LOVE non-binary/transfem Akutagawa!!!

I feel like my hcs change daily but that’s the only one that seems to never change

Atsushi smells like jazmin. Thats the only headcanon I have because i dont know how to make them.

asexual bram and asexual kunikida and they cook for eachother

I never really shipped characters until I watch BSD lol. 

Heres my really long yap session on my I ship SKK! reason number one, that one scene in dead apple after Chuuya saved Dazai and there was still fog around so Dazai pulled Chuuya's head near him. if that doesn't scream homosexual idk what does. Reason number two, in the recent manga chapter (manga spoilers btw) Chuuya says "Quit it with that habit of rolling all over the ground whenever you're worrying." which means Chuuya actually pays attention to the things Dazai does and remembers them. And why would you do that for just a coworker or a friend? It's giving couple vibes. reason number 3, Dazai literally said "...that's why I love you" to Chuuya. That is NOT straight behaver. reason number 4, Dazai left the PM which would mean him and Chuuya wouldn't have been in contact for years but as we've seen in the prison arc and when they fought Lovecraft together, they still get along really well. Which that either means their bond is just that strong or they secretly meet each other even though they are in rivalling organizations. Which means they could be living together, and you know who else lives together? COUPLES DO! And that's why SSK is cannon. It can't actually be cannon though because Dazai and Chuuya are based off of real people BUT LET ME BE DELULU!!! also HC, Dazai brushes Chuuya's hair to calm Chuuya down after he had a stressful day at work. 

I head cannon that Dazai doodles on his bandages when bored (totally not because I also doodle on myself)

I ship Atsulucy cause I think it's cute and I love how they're a parallel of each other. They have cute little coffee dates, and go too bookstores.

I actually love this ship so much and I don’t see many people talk about it but kunikatai will always be my comfort ship. I’ve learnt from some people that they don’t like katai and it baffles me. He’s so me..

i loveeeee partially blind lovecraft and cane user kunikida. don't ask me why, because i don't know XP

Ships

1. Fyozai
2. Atsulucy
3. Ranpoe
4. Fukuzawa and Fukuchi are divorced
5. Techou (how the hell do you spell it] x Jouno 

Sigma: Closeted transfem, Aroace, once almost killed herself because she tried to make cookies in the microwave, cutecore/Angelcore or Sanario girlie, really bad anxiety, takes her heels off and chases Nikolai with them sometimes.

Lucy: Transitioned transfem, straight ally, goes on thrift hauls, cottagecore girlie, has anger issues but tries to be kind to everyone, her apartment is clean but she ignores her room and it's really disorganized.

Dazai: Cis he/they, bisexual, rolls across the floor and if anybody asks he says he's mopping, steals Ranpo's snacks but gets a really bad stomach ache later because he's lactose intolerant, hates hospitals and is lowkey scared of Yosano, lives off of macaroni-and-cheese and crab, ASPD but tries his best to care for others, Autistic.

(I might add more)

here are mines:

Chuuya:having freckles because in stormbringer the story started w a kid in fire so it would be related at all,heterochromia eyes since in anime he has blue eyes and in manga/light novels he has brown eyes,pretty sure he has auburn/strawberry blonde hair,he has a lovelock haircut not because he is interested in history,it reminds him of Albatross braid because people tend to forget how others looked like after death/long grief so he thought of making himself a ponytail.The chain on his hat is Verlaines cloth chain we saw in stormbringer,has a piercing on his ear since he was 15 because of how punkish he used to dress when younger.

Fyodor:he puts honey/jam in his tea instead of sugar,he would like strawberry tea,he had a „gossiping„ phase when younger and kinda proud of it.He is pale due to anemia since he is canonly anemic,hates Nikolai for not being able to manipulate him,uses the mirror manipulating technique,has eyebags due to tiredness and anemia again.Religious trauma.He is anemic due to blood loss when younger.He keeps his hair straight so bangs would not get on his face and hen he cannot straighten them he ties it into braids behind his head like in the bungo tales card.

ships:Fyolai,one sided nikolai fyolai,soukoku,shin soukoku,fyoagatha,atsulucy,kunibram,zen soukoku,higugin,suegiku,tachigin,rimverlaine,etc.

OKAY here’s a kind of controversial one 

Fyozai …

I DUNNO OKAY IT JUST HIVES ME THOSE FEELS

They’re both trying to kill each other and hate each other and still use ONLY each other like..facts ✨✨✨💖✨✨  

OKAY here’s a kind of controversial one 

Fyozai …

I DUNNO OKAY IT JUST HIVES ME THOSE FEELS

They’re both trying to kill each other and hate each other and still use ONLY each other like..facts ✨✨✨💖✨✨