headcanons? ships? and why?

(heres some from my au [ill do ships later] )

dazai: ptsd/split personality

fyodor: religous trauma/ed/schizophrenia/bpd/narcissism

akutagawa: anxiety/ptsd/closed homophobia

nikolai: bpd/autism spectrum disorder/autism

OKAY OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT

transmasc akutagawa who f'ed up his lungs even worse than they wouldve been by attempting to bind but not doing it right

and no this defffffffffff isnt my comfort cause i do the same noooooooooooooo

I personally LOVE non-binary/transfem Akutagawa!!!

I feel like my hcs change daily but that’s the only one that seems to never change

Atsushi smells like jazmin. Thats the only headcanon I have because i dont know how to make them.

asexual bram and asexual kunikida and they cook for eachother

I never really shipped characters until I watch BSD lol. 

Heres my really long yap session on my I ship SKK! reason number one, that one scene in dead apple after Chuuya saved Dazai and there was still fog around so Dazai pulled Chuuya's head near him. if that doesn't scream homosexual idk what does. Reason number two, in the recent manga chapter (manga spoilers btw) Chuuya says "Quit it with that habit of rolling all over the ground whenever you're worrying." which means Chuuya actually pays attention to the things Dazai does and remembers them. And why would you do that for just a coworker or a friend? It's giving couple vibes. reason number 3, Dazai literally said "...that's why I love you" to Chuuya. That is NOT straight behaver. reason number 4, Dazai left the PM which would mean him and Chuuya wouldn't have been in contact for years but as we've seen in the prison arc and when they fought Lovecraft together, they still get along really well. Which that either means their bond is just that strong or they secretly meet each other even though they are in rivalling organizations. Which means they could be living together, and you know who else lives together? COUPLES DO! And that's why SSK is cannon. It can't actually be cannon though because Dazai and Chuuya are based off of real people BUT LET ME BE DELULU!!! also HC, Dazai brushes Chuuya's hair to calm Chuuya down after he had a stressful day at work. 

I head cannon that Dazai doodles on his bandages when bored (totally not because I also doodle on myself)

I ship Atsulucy cause I think it's cute and I love how they're a parallel of each other. They have cute little coffee dates, and go too bookstores.

I actually love this ship so much and I don’t see many people talk about it but kunikatai will always be my comfort ship. I’ve learnt from some people that they don’t like katai and it baffles me. He’s so me..

i loveeeee partially blind lovecraft and cane user kunikida. don't ask me why, because i don't know XP

Ships

1. Fyozai
2. Atsulucy
3. Ranpoe
4. Fukuzawa and Fukuchi are divorced
5. Techou (how the hell do you spell it] x Jouno 

Sigma: Closeted transfem, Aroace, once almost killed herself because she tried to make cookies in the microwave, cutecore/Angelcore or Sanario girlie, really bad anxiety, takes her heels off and chases Nikolai with them sometimes.

Lucy: Transitioned transfem, straight ally, goes on thrift hauls, cottagecore girlie, has anger issues but tries to be kind to everyone, her apartment is clean but she ignores her room and it's really disorganized.

Dazai: Cis he/they, bisexual, rolls across the floor and if anybody asks he says he's mopping, steals Ranpo's snacks but gets a really bad stomach ache later because he's lactose intolerant, hates hospitals and is lowkey scared of Yosano, lives off of macaroni-and-cheese and crab, ASPD but tries his best to care for others, Autistic.

(I might add more)

here are mines:

Chuuya:having freckles because in stormbringer the story started w a kid in fire so it would be related at all,heterochromia eyes since in anime he has blue eyes and in manga/light novels he has brown eyes,pretty sure he has auburn/strawberry blonde hair,he has a lovelock haircut not because he is interested in history,it reminds him of Albatross braid because people tend to forget how others looked like after death/long grief so he thought of making himself a ponytail.The chain on his hat is Verlaines cloth chain we saw in stormbringer,has a piercing on his ear since he was 15 because of how punkish he used to dress when younger.

Fyodor:he puts honey/jam in his tea instead of sugar,he would like strawberry tea,he had a „gossiping„ phase when younger and kinda proud of it.He is pale due to anemia since he is canonly anemic,hates Nikolai for not being able to manipulate him,uses the mirror manipulating technique,has eyebags due to tiredness and anemia again.Religious trauma.He is anemic due to blood loss when younger.He keeps his hair straight so bangs would not get on his face and hen he cannot straighten them he ties it into braids behind his head like in the bungo tales card.

ships:Fyolai,one sided nikolai fyolai,soukoku,shin soukoku,fyoagatha,atsulucy,kunibram,zen soukoku,higugin,suegiku,tachigin,rimverlaine,etc.

OKAY here’s a kind of controversial one 

Fyozai …

I DUNNO OKAY IT JUST HIVES ME THOSE FEELS

They’re both trying to kill each other and hate each other and still use ONLY each other like..facts ✨✨✨💖✨✨  

OKAY here’s a kind of controversial one 

Fyozai …

I DUNNO OKAY IT JUST HIVES ME THOSE FEELS

They’re both trying to kill each other and hate each other and still use ONLY each other like..facts ✨✨✨💖✨✨  

Lucy listens to beabadoobee and Laufey

I think Ranpo is autistic, IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS (T_T). My friend thinks he hate Genshin Impact. I hc Kyouka had collected MANY rabbit figurines!! (I found out her namesake collected rabbit trinkets).

I LOVE AtsuLucy!!!!!!! 

I headcanon sigma as genderfluid and has Arfid!! I think Higuchi would be a big sailor moon fan. Also Mori has a prosthetic eye because of in his early design he used to have an eyepatch!!

Okay, so. I hc Chuuya as demiromantic and also as tan with freckles. Cis (he/him) + gay (loud n proud about it). Attachment issues cuz of what happened with both the sheep, the flags and Dazai leaving the pm without a word. He's good with kids and a real gentleman. If he can help it, he usually tries to make sure innocents don't come to harm during his missions.

Dazai is aroace. He doesnt mind having sex, tho he also has sexual trauma (no, not from Mori). He's upset bout the aromantic part cuz he feels even more abnormal than he already did and has convinced himself that not being able to feel romantic feelings towards anyone also contributes to him not being human. 

He/they, bisexual with a preference for men, but refuses to admit it. Everyone kinda knows he's queer without him having to say it tho. 

He has dissociation + depersonalisation and both general and seasonal depression (yes you can have both, I do). Cane user but hates having to depend on something so he usually "forgets" it in places; Kunikida nags him about it. 

Autistic; goes nonverbal from time to time, but it doesn't happen often.

Very close with Ranpo, because as much as he hates that it feels like they look right through all his walls, it feels nice to be somewhat understood and not have to communicate or be bombarded with questions.

Pale as hell, even if he has gotten some pigment after leaving the pm and living in a healthier environment. Has low blood sugar.

Kunikida has internalised homophobia (towards himself and not anybody else) and doesn't entirely realise that he's actually pan. Has ocd and autism.

He has scheduled "crying breaks" during touch weeks, because he knows the importance of letting your emotions out (he's not doing a very good job at this, but at least he knows). 

Has been sa'd but never told anyone cuz he convinced himself that it was his fault and not really sa, mostly cuz he barely remembers it since he was drunk (this is based on the untold origins light novel). Doesn't let himself drink more than one or two glasses of alcohol if he's out now.

Ranpo is autistic and goes nonverbal way more often than Dazai does. He usually goes to Yosano or Fukuzawa when that happens. Doesn't have a specific comfort food, but his comfort drink is apple juice, specifically from one of those smaller juice cartons with a straw. 

Has an unexplained love for otters.

Gets really frustrated when people misunderstand him and will leave in the middle of a conversation. Has made it sort of like an offside mission to keep an eye on Dazai.

SHIPS!!!

I'm a multishiper and since Dazai is my favorite I have a lot of ships with him ngl...

- Kunizai

- Souheki/Ranzai

- Skk

- Kunichuuzai (poly)

- Kunichuu

- One-sided Fyozai 

- Suegiku

- Divorced Fukumori

- Odango 

I have more but these mean most to me.

OMG i love the idea of nonbinary/ aroace fyodor ( i know alot of people headcannon them like that but still)