I have so many hopes, but few goals

I hope one day I can own my own house that I can make as sustainable as possible. I hope I can keep my friends and be in a position to look after them when we're adults if they ever need it. I hope that the world won't "end" (or at least humanity won't, I don't think the world will until the sun blows up) in my lifetime.

But I don't know how blind those hopes are.

My goals are to learn Japanese (でも、僕は下手ですよ。日本語の学習が難しいです [if I wrote that right: "But, I'm not skillful at it. Japanese learning is difficult" if not, it probably says something like that but terrible grammar]) Maybe pick up a third language if I become comfortable enough in that one. I want to get into university for biotechnology, I want to do something with mycology if that's an available option. If it's not I want something I'll be able to find passion in as a career still.