i love and hate being neurodivergent like not to sound like that quirky bitch or whatever but it literally gives me spice like if i was neurotypical i would be the most boring bitch ever i wouldn’t be hyperactive studying witchcraft and contemplating life and the “system” at 3 am but i hate being neurodivergent because it’s a literal fucking struggle like my memory shouldn’t be this bad i should not be that lazy like i am literally unproductive 99% of the time and when i’m trying to sleep at 1 am my brain gets really hyper and i do this shit but hey at least i’m writing about it so i can study myself like a fucking science experiment and maybe eventually i’ll figure my shit out