i'm undiagnosed but wuld say i have justifiable reason to think i'm autistic as not only do the symptoms apply buh loads of professionals have said i should be tezsted / think i am n i am going thru the diagnostic process in my country (* ^ ω ^) this is my first post here
i can't study n i have pretty serious upcoming exams cause during school i become so drained from masking all day that i sleep as soon as i come home, and i am super into waking up at 4:30am to fully prepare 4 the day n i can't break this routine. i go to homework club sometimes to catch extra studying n trying to reason with my school itself to get access to independent study instead of full on classes but that's a difficult battle w/o a formal diagnosis
i have summer vacation now (i live in the uk) but i keep dealing w depressive episodes (bpd) and i can't really do anything. i can't catch the motivation to get up and study but i keep beating myself up about it. whenever i go to study i just get so overwhelmed. any tips 2 make this easier? (* ^ ω ^)