Being alone is much better in life.

Been dealing a serious prob with him, but I guess I'm the only one who knows it. He sucked. I wish that fathers aren't the one who always support the family financially, the majority always sucks. I fcking hate him so much. He thinks that he's always right, and always on the right spot of opinions but I'm always right here conquering his movements even tho half of his opinions aren't right enough to justify something. It's so hard having a father who thinks he's the protagonist. A father who committed everything perfectly and smoothly to others. But not for me. He's the worst "perfect figure" in physical, but sucks mentally. I wanna brag him so bad and explain that he's the worst among of all. Yes, I've committed that I once idolized you but now you're one of the most hated person from me. I fcking hate you. You don't understand the word subjective. I wanna be alone in life. I WISH THAT I DIDN'T EVEN BORN, YET IT'S UR FAULT I'M HERE. I WISH I WAS ABORTED. IT'S NOT EVEN MY DREAM TO BE ALIVE YET I'M HERE WHO HAVE PROBLEMS WHO FUCK ME SO HARD THAT Y'ALL DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I'M SUFFERING AT.