AAAAUGH :')

I am so confused with my gender/pronouns.

I used she/her, then i was gender fluid, then it was she/they, and now its he/they but it still just doesn't feel right and i don't know what to do. i know i wanna be more masc but i feel like no matter what i do i always look like a girl so then i try to dress more fem to see if maybe i should start using she/they again but when i dress fem i look to much like a guy for it to look right :'(

I have wide shoulders, i have a small mustache, and im tall for my age so that makes me feel more masc but i also have a lot of fem features so that makes me feel more like a girl and im so confused T-T

If you have tips to maybe help plz tell me T-T