???

What do I do now? Oh right:

- Drink wine

- Stay up 

- Claim I’m fine 

- Cry 

- Deal w. Body aches 24/7

- Don’t eat too much 

- Black out 

- Throw up

- Cut

- Bite nails 

- Hit self

- Scream

- Lose voice 

- Twitch 

- Get angry 

- Possibly go (attempt it)

{Repeat}