Albums you desperately wanna buy but can’t

Just wondering if anyone has had similar-ish issues. 

Ive recently been getting into Jack Off Jill, and Ive never been so eager to buy an album in my life than I was when I listened to Clear Hearts Grey Flowers. But this album is like £30 at LEAST, and I can’t even find any listings on most sites (their only other album goes for ~£5 for reference). And its fuckin killing me!! I can’t pay that!! I can’t justify that price to myself!!! 

So uh. Anyone else having trouble finding what they want