i have two.ย
UH TW FOR TALK OF ED,ย ATTEMPT AND SCARS??
once is from when i was 11 until early 13. we met in an Instagram gc and when i was 11 and she was 16 she asked if we could date. for some reason i said yes. at first it was like good and stuff, my friends said to break up cus of the age gap but i didn't listen. she started lying a load but i didn't find out until like a year later. she once called me at 1am when i was 12 and said she swallowed a bunch of pills and stuff and i was kinda just telling her to throw up while i was crying quietly.ย
she cheated on me a bunch. she always introduced me to another guy, who was also her age so we could be poly. we broke up a bunch of times but then got back together because i thought i loved her. she also lied about potentially having cancer. she was a bitch. we finally broke up for good when i was early 13 and she was gonna turn 18 in a few months.ย
i turned 16 this year and now she's turning 21. im gay now but i still think i love her. i don't though.ย
the second one i started dating a couple months after that ex. this girl was my age and went to the same school as me. she was always a bit weird but i was lonely. she would always kinda call me stuff and put it off as joking, and if i didn't answer her for like 10 minutes she would spam me a lot. she always made me stop gaming as much as a 'punishment'. we used to 'play' fight a lot which was just her hitting me and me defending myself. she got me into smoking cigs and weed as well when i was 13 and 14. she also faked a lot of stuff such as being 'black and white' colourblind and faking her age as a year older for some reason. she went on about how people are scared of her because she fights a lot. she also faked like smoking too much weed and having a seizure (weird ass bitch) nah the kicker was when me and my buddies were getting drunk in a field with her and i was wearing a short sleeved shirt and she poked my stomach and like said something about my weight like she didn't just support me through an ed (restrictive) and also pointed out my sh scars and shit like wtf dude?? now that i think she said like stuff about my weight like multiple times and tryna play it off as joking about.ย